Wednesday, March 31, 2010
March 31, Wednesday in Holy Week
God in So Many Moments
When tragedies happen, it's always hard to find God in those moments. This time last year I was struggling with such a tragedy. A friend of mine had just died in a horrible accident, and I couldn't figure out why it had happened. I was angry with God for taking away such a wonderful person while he was still so young. It wasn't fair, and I wondered why God would do such a thing.
I went to his funeral, and that same day I traveled to Edgewater, Md., for a high school retreat I was staffing. I thought it couldn't have been worse timing. I was still upset about my friend’s death, and I didn't want to have to worry about an entire retreat to help run, but I went anyway.
The retreat, however, turned out to be the biggest blessing of all. Instead of me being cooped up all weekend in my room alone, I was surrounded by dozens of people who shared the same faith and loved me. I spent a lot of time that weekend praying and connecting with friends who helped me through the pain. I prayed constantly for strength to get me through and the help of friends, because I knew it was something I couldn't get over alone.
I ended up seeing God at work in so many moments that weekend – in the beauty of our setting, as well as all the people around me who I knew were there for me. Even now I remember Philippians 4:6 ("Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God"), and I know that it’s true. I prayed to God for help to get through that tragedy, and he answered.
Hannah Dowdy
When tragedies happen, it's always hard to find God in those moments. This time last year I was struggling with such a tragedy. A friend of mine had just died in a horrible accident, and I couldn't figure out why it had happened. I was angry with God for taking away such a wonderful person while he was still so young. It wasn't fair, and I wondered why God would do such a thing.
I went to his funeral, and that same day I traveled to Edgewater, Md., for a high school retreat I was staffing. I thought it couldn't have been worse timing. I was still upset about my friend’s death, and I didn't want to have to worry about an entire retreat to help run, but I went anyway.
The retreat, however, turned out to be the biggest blessing of all. Instead of me being cooped up all weekend in my room alone, I was surrounded by dozens of people who shared the same faith and loved me. I spent a lot of time that weekend praying and connecting with friends who helped me through the pain. I prayed constantly for strength to get me through and the help of friends, because I knew it was something I couldn't get over alone.
I ended up seeing God at work in so many moments that weekend – in the beauty of our setting, as well as all the people around me who I knew were there for me. Even now I remember Philippians 4:6 ("Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God"), and I know that it’s true. I prayed to God for help to get through that tragedy, and he answered.
Hannah Dowdy
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